Second Thoughts

Lately I've been thinking about the financial aspect of the wedding, and what to cut because finances are so tight right now. Every frickin bridal article in the world will tell you to cut the guest list, but it's the one thing we can't do without pissing off a lot of people. We can't invite half of Jae's aunts and uncles, and our friends list is already like 5 people.

Then I realized it's the dress. Now, I would have no problem doing the casual, short white dress thing. But I really wanted an elegant wedding and I got a dress to match. And if we decided to change it, I would have to sell my dress to get a different one... and that would give me a heart attack. I love my dress! So I keep going back and forth, but then I remembered everyone will be a driving an hour to get there. Maybe it wouldn't feel worth it to go all that way if it wasn't a big shindig? *sigh* I don't know. Argh. I guess we'll see how thing work out.